ladysphinx's Blog

Love 

love is when doing something for the ones you love means more to you then doing something for yourself...
love is acceptance of the other in full, both good with bad...
love is giving without expectations of receiving...
love binds hearts together...
love is sacrifice...
love is patient...
love is commited...
love is eternal...
love is devotion...
love is desire...
love is pleasure...

Then and NOW 

When I was a child I knew it all

When I was a child I took a fall

When I was a child I was raped

When I was a child I saw them caped

When I was a child I talked to voices

When I was a child I made life’s choices

When I was a child I cried on bended knee

When I was a child I tried to flee

When I was a child I took a big leap

When I was a child they put me to sleep

When I was a child I judged them all

When I was a child I followed my call

When I was a child I cried till I had no more tears

When I was a child they made me forget all my fears

Now that I’m an adult I know who’s at fault

Now that I’m an adult I remember who started the assault

Now that I’m an adult I remembered I was raped

Now that I’m an adult I’ve found the caped

Now that I’m an adult the voices are too

Now that I’m an adult I realize I live in a zoo

Now that I’m an adult I try even more

Now that I’m an adult I’m not keeping score

Now that I’m an adult I found the one

Now that I’m an adult I realize our time has come

Now that I’m an adult I cry over the pain felt once again

Now that I’m an adult I smile as I know God will win

I love me 

Can’t you see… I love Me
For Me is all I can be
No I am not perfect by any means
But when I open up my soul gleams

I’m full of love in my heart
That’s where it all starts
Love builds from within the soul
It’s God’s ultimate goal
For you to feel the love
Sent by wings of a dove
So bring love into your soul
And give God control

Can’t you see… I love Me
For Me is all I can be
No I am not perfect by any means
But when I open up my soul gleams

My sins may be many and my past may be shaded
But God is forgiving and never jaded
Every face that we see along the way
Was put there for a reason we’ll learn some day
There is a lesson to learn
So we’ll not burn
So open your eyes to life’s big surprise
The time has come to arise
Stand up and be one
For God’s son to come

Seven voices

Seven voices rang through my head
I'm not going to tell you what they said
But they follow me life to life
While the world causes me pain and strife
So They wanted out of their cage
They wanted to express their rage
So I fought them time and time again
While trying to direct you away from sin
A cycled soul you could not understand
So you chained me up in this wonderland
The pain became too much for me to take
So they made me go through life as a fake
All I'm left with is showing you that I care
It's all my soul can possibly bare
Love is forever blind
It's much better to be kind