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An explanation of love


What is love?
A wizard sitting meditation between green leaves and branches.
ruo you ruo wu winds.
A bird fly over, parked in the branches, watching the distance the rice fields to be sophisticated.
Wizard huang ceng ceng out a bunch of rice and asked: "Do you love this rice it?"
"Love."
"Why?"
"It's off my hunger."
End of the birds peck of rice, gently comb the feathers smooth.
"Now do you love this rice?"huang ceng ceng wizard also removed a bunch of rice.
The birds looked distant one Bay Quanshui replied: "Now I love that Bay springs, I am a little thirsty."
Wizard off a leaf, which has one-sheng WANG Quan water.
Birds drinking water, prepare wings and flew.
"Please answer me a question," Wizard extended fingertips, and the birds stopped at the top.
"Are you going to do more important things? I here also have spring rice."
"I'm going to na pian open valley hyacinth, hyacinth na duo to see."
"Why? It off your hunger?"
"Can not."
"It can moisten your thirst?"
"Can not."
"That's why you see it?"
"I need it ah."
"Why do we need?"
"I love it ah."
"Why is it love?"
"I miss it all day and night."
"Why miss it?"
"I love it."
Wizard of silence for a moment, but also raise a question:
"Why do you love a hyacinth that it? Valley has numerous bluebell flowers."
"Since it is the only one ah."
"Why? It and all other of hyacinth what different places have it?"
"Some."
"Where are different?"
"Only it is my love that one ah."
Wizard suddenly laughed gently, and the birds to flutter away.

Olympic school to see what

 
     Canadian Paralympic Olympic Games in Beijing, together for nearly a month, can play every day to see the flag refueling see people coming and going to see performances, reading, I found that we have learned a lot in the past is difficult to learn.
    
     The opening ceremony of the Olympic Games, Paralympic Games opening ceremony, a good thing in the world. It seems that good things do good things, foreign media have said the same good. Some of the universal value, regardless of what the East and West, the key is how to do their own. This is called "Shuzheng no worries about the impact on ramp."
    
     In the face of the camera, in the face of an interview, all foreigners are polite, always said, always extended thumb, which is the scene during the Olympic Games. We even feel how good is not local, they say well, how is this all about? Testing over a period of time, you will understand that the presence of other people's face, they said, have a few kind, it is human nature. So, do not take the old face-to-face aliens thumb out, foreigners face to face with the good as its great achievements in the certificate. In fact, in our past, is also compliment the traditional face-to-face, and everyone knows that "if the words left his mouth" about the "class struggle on a grasp of Hope" years, and unsparing face-to-face, face-to-face abuse became shi shang. 
     
     No matter what kind of nation, no matter what past grudges, no matter who is not "anti-Tai Xiu," Now whether or not against the stadium, the athletes once they win, all have to stand up to pay tribute to listen to other people's national anthem. In the Olympics, the audience gradually adapted to this habit. This is the basic etiquette of the world community, but also citizens of the modern manner, at least. Learned the etiquette and manners so that we can understand that in the future, no matter what meet all discrimination, a yard is a yard, do not have Yiguo Yu Jiao Cheng.
    
     I am in the small, environmental requirements, "Friendship first, competition second" to see if the two athletes for the games must be applauded, and then there are really friendly and obviously in order to allow the ball to allow sub-plot, we can only secretly angry. Now, when the great athletes in particular in particular moving, such as Phelps, regardless of which country, regardless of whether or not beyond their own side, do not have to force everyone will be good cheer, it is impressive to mankind, but also our own The distillation of human nature, naturally.
    
     Chinese team can be just as foreign athletes, the Chinese team can be trained by foreign coaches, the Chinese people can also be a foreign coach of the team, led by foreign teams to come back with its own standoff, Chinese athletes may also wish to re-enter the foreign representative of the foreign and Chinese battle. Although the privately also in accordance with customary Didigugu thinking there, but on the surface that we all have been fair and reasonable. If this on the reform and opening up, it is estimated that the crime of selling out the country is not a crime is a traitor, at least hold a "Litongwaiguo" hat. But if we re-admission from the Japanese team when holding a picture of the Chinese national flag for further thinking and ideas seem to be more liberation, more courageous and may also wish to re-larger.
    
     Pierre de Coubertin, the father of the modern Olympics is French, but no one seems to agree that this is law unloading; Olympic from the West, but also on the root of Western culture in the birthplace of Greece, but no one to insist that this is a western culture. Can be seen as coming from the West Marxism has always been considered the "one size fits all", there are many things of the world, all peoples of all countries can agree.
    
     If what needs to be raised, then I would say that the Paralympic Games opening ceremony of the audience shouted "China's efforts" defective. In accordance with the original purpose of the Olympics, there should be no borders, only the human sports, but it would be naive idea. However, the Paralympic Games but can play down national boundaries, this group of people with disabilities and demonstrated by this group will be the first. Therefore, "China's efforts" should be changed to "refuel athletes." This is a manifestation of human civilization, but also the humanitarian issue.

The job confusion

 
     After the laid-off, in order to keep their jobs everywhere I look for a job. Recruitment to hear the news, immediately rush, not temporary workers to give up. Employment in the registry to fill in a form, a column to fill in their own specialty, I was stumped by. Ask ourselves, what do I do?
    
     My first thought is that when teachers, I read the book, eloquence is not bad. Teacher must teach, but I do not have. Of course, one can spend money, or to send to the principal point line, also. Only a teacher of teachers, take their first step is not, what is the future face of the missionary students do etc.?
    
     When it is Bar workers. I was at the bridge site trial, the foreman I Qiqiang arrangements. I am holding a knife block, just build the two lines of bricks on the side. Gong to do, listen to the call on him to master. Britain Britain fart to go up, send mortar, sent ash barrels, a few back and forth, Qichuanruniu. A soft feet, sitting on the ground paralyzed. The foreman said: brother, you are not eating the rice bowl. A wave of his hand, let me leave.
    
     I do not eat any food bowls of rice bowl? When you peasants. I remember last year when they go home at a time when the cousin of arable land. I would like to try on shoes off, took the bull, cow whip to him to a young elegant, startled cattle, an Kacha, a good wooden plow, broken into two parts. Cousin heart and shook his head: brother, you are doing the event, I do not Laixun happy.
    
     I am doing the event? Then it official. I mixed in a number of government offices, officials of the benefits I know do not work. Zuotai son of a meeting, read a speech prepared speech, take the car to go out and eat and drink-signing. I can not sit on its own is the son of man, the only official to observe the door. Shou a few years, they said: Now called the security gates, it is necessary to young people, you are old an age, it Xie Zhao. I had resigned.
    
     People have to eat, I can Xiezhuo it? Some people joke that when the thief easily. I said no, it is illegal, say thieves are sleeping during the day and night out, but also prepared, and deft hands and feet. I am sleepy at night were heavy, all thumbs, and certainly not a piece of material.
    
     Said his wife, you have to put a sell Taner right side. Of course, side dishes sell well. I have seen the Urban Management, a license to catch up with the hawkers, I am sure they escape the palm of your hand.
    
     Some people say you look good, you become a star. Now only the star, there are hidden rules, I am sure that will not do, unless I am a liar. Pianqianpianse liar, as long as the quick mind. Now only liar, intense competition, not capable of blowing Potian, Nawan also eat rice.
    
     Pianqianpianse not, for a story line also, then when you writers. But now too many writers are given out too freely. Breast Buttocks called the beauty writer, write without basis together called the fashion writer, wrote the dried strength of a writer called to introduce the food you eat and drink called the writer a small prize is called the well-known writer, and writers beggars, to ask for Luoben A book. To tree bark, people have to face, I am not a gangster, "I Pashui," I say this export.
    
     After much deliberation, or write little articles. In the final analysis, good editing, and more. You do not know him, it does not matter as long as he saw your letter, delivered to you, give you money, do not you say a word to thank. In my eyes, they carry a "social conscience" and still "the spirit of the intellectuals" and trustworthy. In view of this, I have often applied a number of small, which make a living.

Some things will always occur

 
     I am not a prophet, nor specific function, Xuanmi, Yousui after hardly a taste of classical philosophy, but I do not know why, or often have a sense of foreboding from my mind to come out: there are some things always occur.

                             Dregs of the road

     Village beans can not be easily read, and it is my "in the Bible." Born, I started reading this great book, still remains after decades of time. No, it is a pilgrimage. Away from the village of beans in the days to come, every time I return to the land, are hajj, with the mood. The book is too heavy, and how I do not want to have, all of the village of beans still want to not only as devout believers, as a whole will continue creeping physical and mental, has to crawl into the soil.

     Since the first book I smell, not the flowers and fragrance, but a spirit of the dead, but I can not say it, say so afraid of committing taboo, scolded. My grandmother had chatter, little older, the sun only a few have seen it, they say, then broken mouth. Yes, there will not be any beans that the village is dead, if a person is dead, people just say that he (she) is gone. Zhuixiang later, the "walk" the word is too subtle, almost like crops, leaving Yi Cha, came Yicha. There are old beams that swallows nest is left of the old and new again, ever, "never" had it?

     But I still think there are some things about to occur, it is not as satisfactory hope so. For example, I often found along a pile of opposition, the dregs of a pile, like the black one finally mine, at any time could set off a life. I can not blame this worry. I was in a silly fashion of the age, bad day does not seem to me, I only know that a pile, a pile of dregs is not a good thing, they were abandoned by people sneaking land in the Strangers, will certainly have some not Would like to show people the secret. Village is like this, it used to the pain of their own deeply hidden, never in person before the show. A serious illness, always during the day to suffer in silence, pretending to be Youshuiyouxiao look, what to do, and do, only to the dead of night, he quietly put before the disease, and severe breathing, coughing, Groaning in pain. It seems we can not simply be attributed to their ignorance, it is really a wrong time. A disease of the times, people with no choice but to take medicine. That the drug is, in fact, only some of the cheap herbs, grass Chenzheyese hiding in the house slowly suffering. Zhang a pale face, in the mapping of the fire, more pale. Fry a boil, then wash its hands of some people away, leaving behind only Yao Guan of the fire is still on the Pu Pu their heat.

     To be honest, I fear the fall of the village. People are busy spring planting, do not have the time and effort to go slowly brewing; summer more busy, and many families are waiting for care, and even had to trot to walk, where there are efforts to serve this disease? And so on the scene only to make light of autumn, it was only dragged the body fatigue, in the small town at random and recaptured some of the herbal medicine, hiding in the dark torment. As a result, the fall of the village gave me an impression that is always filled with the bitter herbs. At this time of agricultural by-products store business is booming too, came to buy Yaoguan steady stream of people. Of course, strangers on the dregs of it can have, a pile here, there's a pile, walk up the special care of people, a fear of inattentive step on the dregs, what the disease to take home.

     I am afraid there is a reason for the fall, some of the people walking in the village, most of this season. Yesterday, some people are still groaning on the side, Aoyao side, they want to go this season, had to wait until spring, and then a good seed crops Yi Cha, or the leaking of a renovated cottage. However, their wishes come true or that the go, no one could stay. As a result, the fall of the beans on Castle Peak is particularly generous and caring to a close one, that the An Hong chicken blood as if Turkey is one of the warmest souls home.

     A few years ago, Au Village Park has a wide water from my house to take a walk Yao Guan, and later still has not. In fact, I do not want his mother, but also the inauspicious. Three years later, received rice, water relief sent a bailer dates, is to express gratitude. My mother told him to relax the mind more, to one-third of heart disease can be wide. Water nodded wide, while divert the topic that is the way to make use of the head so that Jue, his house, next to a piece of Ziliu De Sang Ye, wind and the long, bullying crops, a reduction in revenue each year, at least one or two bucket Millet , Wants to dig it out. My mother asked him, you do not want to second oldest brother (my father's name) up the handle? Wide water that is not why a tree, 100 Duojin burden usually I do not pick the same. Water is such a broad character, Zhengjianghaosheng. This is no surprise that his children at home, eat Kouzhong, family life where they are needed most, it is not easy. At that time, I looked at the water carrying a wide Jue head backs away, stumbled, his nose a bit sour.

     A few days later, water relief to finally wild mulberry tree root planing out, but others have not really tired light, Tian Cheng sitting on Sandy to breathe, look like a terrible Huang Biao Zhi. From wide on the water near where I found a pool of blood in the stool, black top, covered with a red-headed flies. I know it is water just wide of the left, it was his family's Ziliu Di, Paoniao is also a good ah. At the moment, as if I smell a ray of ominous atmosphere, but I did not tell anyone.

     Soon the water wide left.

The relocation of the busy bird

     Bean Village is a paradise for birds.

     Bird-like village with good reason, many trees. There are next to the house Mulberry, Cassia, Melia, date, there is a hill-song, Parkinson, Park, Yu, Bunge and discolor long green beans in the clay-Ya Shang. Beans on the village of these trees were wrapped in layers, they can not see from a distance, only by virtue of a smoke continuously to identify. Tree cited more than a bird. I can not name names come under dozens of the most common magpie is also the most (including Gray Magpie), Pulsatilla, Turtle Dove, Red-billed thrush, water Tsui, King black, white Wren. As for the sparrow, is negligible.

     Do you think the big woods what the birds are, no one can mess, in fact not the case. Bird has hidden rules of the bird, what tree what Migratory birds, accounting for much of the site, among them as if there is a gentlemen's agreement, generally will not breach of contract. But this is not absolute. Sometimes birds have to fight for territory or for mating, occasionally a fight. "Operatic" has not yet put before them was to create public opinion, or Jiao Zhen, the street, like Western politicians for election as a war of words, if the other party will go on the pressure of arrogance, do not have to resort to the use of force. The use of force is a last resort. Or two evenly matched group of birds, is soul-stirring scene of the fighting, they hit the sky from the ground floor, and then hit the sky from the ground, no one would own Gu Xi plumage. Until the defeated party fled, the winning party in a celebration, the village will be able to gradually calmed down.

     I have a house in front of the oak Quercus, "towering" to describe is not too much, in the summer to vote on the floor of the cool shade, there is enough land to the big, ten in Pat Heung is rare. As far as I recall my grandfather, the notebook when he played, like Quercus aliena is a. I think that is definitely not the original oak Quercus like this, just like his grandfather now is not the way that year. This can only be described as the wrong impression. In fact, it is also the illusion of beauty, people forget fleeting time of Things Past, slowly day by day old. Grandfather is the case, he fixed the kinds of crops, see-day sitting in the oak tree Quercus, holding the hands of the 000-foot-long Yangan, take a free ride to a adsorption, Xiang Yizun Buddha. Or on the trees to see the birds. In the spring, he will report to us birds which come as early as this autumn, which is a natural bird walk at the latest, for his grandmother, I often suffer reproach, he scolded, like birds, like Chi Liang asked not matter. Grandfather scolded not to argue, is still sitting to eat oak Quercus under his smoke to see his birds. The grandfather of this nature, of his decision, like oak tree as aliena longevity.

     Quercus aliena is great, but not all of the bird-village will be eligible to share, and it has become a magpie, and King and the hereditary Ikaruga territory. I accidentally discovered that the south has always been a black occupied by the King, the magpie used to build their nests in the branches north, Turtle Dove is the only place under the floor. The three birds seemed to reach a tacit understanding with each other theory, it is also no problem at all. I like to listen to birds as a child, that I was the first to receive music education, is self-taught. (Now pondering in detail, all the "Angels" things are Buke Jiao, it is consistent with our hearts and minds between, there was a secret channel, as long as you do not let debris blocking it, that "Angels" will at any time To visit you.) Ikaruga is a good weather forecast, raining in those days, as long as it "cooing" call, the next day there must be a good Carmine sun. Magpie is a carefree bird, Zuisui, the endless day to say a good word, but said much of the good, but people do not mind. King and only hours before Wu Geng-ming's song, this is called a bird, it rang over the village one after another from the sound of the cock, followed by a wave of wave and tide like the same man up and then passed back. As a result, also known as Black King, "Wu Geng birds."

     It was "an atmosphere of the wind tower" in 1964. This summer, my family spoke to a shandong accent of the social education of cadres, Yin Chen Zhelian, the debt he owes no one seems to like, I respectfully to his father was a bowl of water, he did not connect Willing to take. The person standing in the yard of my house, take a look here, where Chou Chou, and then pointing to the four newly built thatched cottage asked, it seems that the whole village on a number of your house, where will the money to cover? Father explained in a low voice, I will hunt, played a lifetime. Educational cadres "ah" sound, does not answer, again, like the awl in front of our eyes to the oak tree oak tree, Yin chi voice asked, this is your home? His father did not dare say anything, just nodded his head. According to have it? As if a premonition that his father had some good, but tell us the truth, to the effect that, I was home-old village households have at least one or two hundred years has been. Bai Baishou educational cadres, to interrupt his father, Yiziyidun, liberation is not meant it. Will be finished off, leaving people to catch an unpredictable suspense.

     Many series of days, as long as the father of a rice bowl on North Korea to lift oak tree oak in a daze and sometimes embrace with open arms embrace a tree trunk, but always to embrace, however. Too rough. One day, he Songgang Yuan village looking for a carpenter, asked if he would like to not want to buy this tree. Yuan carpenter took out a tape measure the volume and, smack straight, a good material, good material. I have the impression that, it has long been a carpenter Yuan phase of my family tree, and repeatedly had to persuade his father to sell his oak tree oak, that there will be no loss to eat, but every time my father always said, This is the ancestral tree, shall not be sold, the sale may not. Yuan is not just a carpenter, said that the hitches due to long delay afraid ah! This does not, that the nightmare had come, Yuan scared not mention anything about a carpenter trees to buy time.

     Do not know the father and a carpenter, said Yuan, oak tree, oak birds have not heard, I would like to hear that they are, and understand, otherwise, the usually noisy birds, and how all of a sudden the whole dull It? I have to observe carefully, and other trees and birds not unusual, how the call, also known how, and only oak tree, oak birds silent, like the dead silence. It seems that this is not a good sign. What I wonder is that only one night, the oak tree Quercus birds all disappeared, leaving only an empty nest. Why did they go? Gone wrong? No one seems to be able to make it clear.

     A few days after the oak tree Quercus fallen on the ... ...

     Since then, the village of beans is no longer the original village of beans.

  Hu Mei spring

     Hesitation, the usual spring is an ambiguous character, when overcast when the sunny, cold, as if to test people's patience. Even so, spring is also traceable.

     That is the wind.

    "Yang Liufeng cold wind did not face." In fact, the spring breeze on the most sensitive poet is not, but the grazing of cattle and sheep. I may say so, the poet might disrespect, but if not out of prejudice and ignorance, no one knows who the perceived degree of nature far behind a leaf or a Laoshibajiao cattle. When the spring is still hovering in the distance, the circles of cattle and sheep on the smell the smell of it, when you add the following year to give them the fodder, they often demonstrate a disregard and indifference, even to eat, and eat slouch, puts up a sham . This is not because they are hungry, but "hungry" is not afraid Weinang, but was quietly spring wake-up instinct.

     One spring, the production team di-tert-breeder wither on the special care, over and over to reinforce fall, the middle of the night to Tim livestock fodder, have to double-check it again. However, it always happens to take place, and a Summer Day, or to escape a broken column, the victims of di-tert-looking fade. Later in the Songgang bought the village and found a Summer Day, a horn was broken, then it must surely be caused by the arena.

     Spring is the most difficult to control the cattle, especially those who are able-bodied bull, incited always good. April's in the air as if filled with an ambiguous atmosphere, cattle and sheep to create many of the incidents, it seems to be instigated and induced. You see, scattered on the hillside of cattle, the incentive to simply eat it too, despite a drop of oil that tender grass, but they are irritable and wandering around, looking at the Quartet Zhang, nose and sniffed it's thinner, it seems to capture what the smell, Not when the wild call. Sometimes a bull suddenly raised his forelegs, will be tremendous pressure in the body of another cow's head on the body, vibrate violently, creating an impression that Zheng Zuoshan are shaking ... .... At this time the birds have entered the rut, twitter, born Ga Ga called to a never-ending pairs from the film flew to the mountains that some of the mountains. The heavy birds, but after the rain so that the valley has become more quiet. Those hiding in the grass, trees of the quail, is to have lost the most lonely, a "good brother", David Card, who felt the itch, Su Su, Xiang Gang Bozi a drink of rice wine ... .... All this seems to be a wake-up young men and women in the village were dormant in the body's most primitive desire Side worms wiggle.

     At a time when the farm work - to fight grass seedlings, even as they provided a breeding ground for love. Seedling grass play, in fact, with Ji Fei is one thing, green is the wild wild Artemisia into the basket into a basket cut back, and then they step into the paddy field soil, the steep broken rice for fertilizer. Peacetime production team are working collectively, the group, all young men and women be in the way of love. Under this well, playing grass seedlings so that they complete the tie-song Moreover, it is spring, you see young people excited about what kind of walking just like a red, a body of a bomb shells, bones from overseas through Jindao forward to. Moreover, at this time things are complex Meng season, the sky is blue, the wind is soft, butterfly gardening on both evaded as a softly How can people so thrilled fans head?

     Each of this season, in the village of mothers who do not mind at ease. Seedling grass play two years ago, Parker Wacun the boat with water rich peasant family of four rice wide out on the girl, resulting in water scaphoid to join the party dashed hopes of became. Last year, the village of Songgang Xialian also created a joke. Xialian originally set a pro, she could always spurn the young man, but secretly with a good Dongshan. Seedling grass play, Xialian mother always think jumping cervical eyelids, so especially on guard against their daughter from her Dongshan and stir together, so as not to make trouble. However, a person's heart you can see the stand it? This year's summer, the village found a number of carefully Xialian walking posture is not a Duijin, quietly told Xialian mother. A summer home out of fear of a cold sweat, his daughter was not asked to play with when the grass seedlings that the Dongshan. Asked an anxious, said Xialian, that's what this, he can eat me? His mother asked not see a Zaichou Mao Yin, anxious anxious and straight, a pair of strange eyes staring down Xialian slightly protruding belly. Xialian be seen Famao heart, impatient, Mom, you are always looking at me doing this? Mother would like to direct anger foot, or forbearance, so softly on the thin air to ask, who is not with you? Xialian no longer be able to hide any longer, say, with what? That match I do not agree! Zhexia Ke Huang Liaoshen mother, see Health has made the rice cooked rice, not to play is not called, so Xianzhao Lian skin, dark night in a secretly with the bride price had been received to a man, and paid a Not a lot of ... ...

     Last year, I see Xialian, she has become a grandmother. I would like to ask her grass seedlings of those things, then to go on the mouth and pharynx.

Lonely cinema

 
Sad to see the film, few people exposed. In the history of the film, so there was a fool, and invented a lot of hard work during the day at the outdoor screenings of the film because they insist that many people do not sit in a dark movie, is immoral.

Really stupid! Fool in the world ranking, although not as champion, but also very front rank.

They are not sure, go into the cinema, the number of people to the movies, how many people to the dark? Asylum because of the dark, watching movies, usually afraid to laugh wanton, unbridled laughter A. Usually afraid to cry impudent, the wanton cry. In the life of the reserved pretend, pretend to have the grade, pretending to the bravery, a man pretending to air the popular girls, Ju Dou rely on a dark refuge, was a two-hour parole.

Unlike in the bright dining tables for dinner, the television news broadcast, once the hungry in the queue, it must not bear to see his face; broadcast once a brutal repression, and it must be condemned his face; a meal hardly a learned advice, Is not indifferent as to four of the stomach after eating cattle as quietly.

All this just to the dinner table with my family, see his face.

However, to this point of view of the dark movie theater, after all, only to see the dark surface of it.

The darkness of the cinema, we are not just asylum moral shame, and shame of our life, our loneliness. Cinemas, the film screening is not so much a place, rather lonely sacrifice Temple Bar.

The couple have nothing to say, no love to talk about the spouse, can not communicate the idea of the father and son, teaching incapable and incompetent school teachers and students, that the embrace of their own precious care of it day and night Buzhiyiwen loneliness, entered.

Dreams come in sacrifice to God.

And God will therefore Kyrie you, comfort you, for two hours.

In my life, met some wonderful people. No, because a lot of watching movies, have become excellent. May have been some very wonderful people, has just seen too many movies.

The dark movie theater, the building is not to create the dark, but the audience with the approach of darkness.

Is a lonely life, born with color.

Next to Disneyland to see three-dimensional film, now that everybody wants to put on a three-dimensional lenses, to reach out and catch them floating in front of that person, you can sneak down the glasses, and then you reach out to you That will touch the dark, invisible, lonely body.